Honestly? I welcome the variation in your character. Being happy all the goddamn time like that just kind of makes you fucking creepy as all get out. Like I thought maybe your face was kind of stuck in a nearly permanent smile. I'm relieved to see that it's not the case.

On the other hand, the fact that it upsets you this much is also just a little unsettling. It's also natural for someone to come along and do what you do - look on the bright side... Even if that bright side is kind of macabre and/or mentally disturbing.