so what you're saying is... i'm longwinded? :P but i guess i just...idk. i just feel like the world's biggest moron all over again whenever her name comes up. so i guess try to change the subject because i just don't want to face that fact? it took me so long to realize she was actually pretty much completely bugfuck crazy and basically a terrible person all around. but like a dope, i believed that she wasn't really as bad as i thought. that it was a difference in cultures that my puny human earth brain just couldn't comprehend because our worlds are so different. but here it was even worse. because we were moirails and ahahahahahaha. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. i thought i was doing such a good job at that. but really i was in way over my head and honestly, probably tangled up in something that i didn't need to be in the first place. i should have gone with my gut instinct and said "no" when she asked. but i let her and rose talk me into it, so dope point #2 there. i don't know what i'm going to do if she comes back here. just thinking about it makes my face burn with the shame of a thousand bed wetting children. it sucks having so many feelings invested in a person, only to find out that it was all a mistake and pretty much a waste.
oh the robot didn't fall in love with anybody. just the two human protagonists.
this is blasphemy. okay so halloween takes place on october 31st and it's basically the best. and i think originally it started out as some kind of festival for the dead? but nowadays it's not really as explicit. more of an influence, really. like you decorate with ghosts and skeletons and spooky stuff like that and go to haunted houses and watch scary movies and stuff like that. also you carve faces into pumpkins and put a little candle inside them. and set them on the doorstep. (there's probably some significance to this but fuck if i know what it is) also also you dress up. now this is the fun part. you go around from door to door in costume, saying "trick or treat" and people will give you candy in the unspoken agreement that you not pull a prank on them in return. (pranking is also kind of a big deal for this holiday though it's all about avoiding it, as opposed to april fool's day.) this is typically something that kids do but fortunately we are at the age where it's still totally acceptable to do this. or to go to costume parties like adults do. or both. (this is a great holiday for teenagers, basically.) but yeah, that's halloween in a nutshell: spooky stuff, costumes, and free candy.
(might not be a bad idea.)
[Yeah. Definitely long winded. Holy shit, John, tl;dr much? BIPOLAR TEXT MUCH??? Went from sad to happy in .5 seconds.]
text; 8/18 sometime in the afternoon
i'm longwinded? :P
but i guess i just...idk.
i just feel like the world's biggest moron all over again whenever her name comes up.
so i guess try to change the subject because i just don't want to face that fact?
it took me so long to realize she was actually pretty much completely bugfuck crazy and basically a terrible person all around.
but like a dope, i believed that she wasn't really as bad as i thought.
that it was a difference in cultures that my puny human earth brain just couldn't comprehend because our worlds are so different.
but here it was even worse.
because we were moirails and ahahahahahaha.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i thought i was doing such a good job at that. but really i was in way over my head and honestly, probably tangled up in something that i didn't need to be in the first place.
i should have gone with my gut instinct and said "no" when she asked.
but i let her and rose talk me into it, so dope point #2 there.
i don't know what i'm going to do if she comes back here.
just thinking about it makes my face burn with the shame of a thousand bed wetting children.
it sucks having so many feelings invested in a person, only to find out that it was all a mistake and pretty much a waste.
oh the robot didn't fall in love with anybody.
just the two human protagonists.
this is blasphemy.
okay so halloween takes place on october 31st and it's basically the best.
and i think originally it started out as some kind of festival for the dead? but nowadays it's not really as explicit.
more of an influence, really.
like you decorate with ghosts and skeletons and spooky stuff like that and go to haunted houses and watch scary movies and stuff like that.
also you carve faces into pumpkins and put a little candle inside them.
and set them on the doorstep. (there's probably some significance to this but fuck if i know what it is)
also also you dress up.
now this is the fun part.
you go around from door to door in costume, saying "trick or treat" and people will give you candy in the unspoken agreement that you not pull a prank on them in return.
(pranking is also kind of a big deal for this holiday though it's all about avoiding it, as opposed to april fool's day.)
this is typically something that kids do but fortunately we are at the age where it's still totally acceptable to do this. or to go to costume parties like adults do.
or both.
(this is a great holiday for teenagers, basically.)
but yeah, that's halloween in a nutshell: spooky stuff, costumes, and free candy.
(might not be a bad idea.)
[Yeah. Definitely long winded. Holy shit, John, tl;dr much? BIPOLAR TEXT MUCH??? Went from sad to happy in .5 seconds.]